2nd birthday on the phone, 1 to go...

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 The excitement in Owens voice was obvious and he spoke quickly. He was having a great time and wanted to share that with me. I knew i only had a few moments and he would get pulled back to his party by his friends or cake or anything so i asked the best questions i could. You see Owen turned 6 on sunday and had his bday party at nics house. I did plan a bit and took Owen out for a special day for his bday since i knew i was going to miss but theres nothing like the actual day. I also left the day before ryans bday and i won't be back for coles in jan. I feel like an absent father, and miss my boys, but those days really drive it home. 10 days and counting...

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